As the title said I've been thinking lately _{such a dangerous past time} and a lot of that thinking has been about fanfiction. I'm just not into anymore. Yes, I do read it from time to time, but writing it, well that just doesn't appeal to me anymore. I've been thinking about fanfics and I've realised that, fanfiction is about the fandom and the characters in it, and how us, the fans, think what would happen to them in certain situations an etc... But how I've been writing fanfiction, well, most of its about bloody Roxanne, and her life, and stuff that has nothing to do with the fandom in the first place! Now some people may not agree with me but I think Roxanne Summers is a Mary-Sue! She may not be immortal or all powerful or whatever! But she IS a Mary-Sue, because she takes away the story-line away from the fandon characters, when the story-line is supposed to be about them.

That's one reason why I wrote Deep, because I wanted to take Roxanne away from the fanon and become her own thing. I was going to turn her into a Mary-Sue parody or something like that, I just don't think its a good idea for her to be a fan-character anymore. The same goes with the rest of my characters, I want them all to be their own thing, and I want to put my full focus on them. At least for now anyway.

Now back to fanfiction. I've gone through all my old work, and I have to say, I think it sucks. I think I should delete them and clean out this account, but since all you guys have commented so nicely on them, I'm not sure I should. I have two ideas, one is that I delete everything I hate from this account and start putting up more original stuff, or two, leave everything as it is and make a new account and start over with new stuff, and if I do want to write fanfiction again, I just come back here. Please tell me what you think.

Also, I'm sorry I haven't been commenting much lately. I'm still reading your comments though, so don't worry!

And please don't flame me!

I turned 16 on the 16th three days ago...yay...

I go sleep now, bye...zzzzzzzz...

'Ello everyone, guess what? My school's an ass. You know why?

CAUSE THEY CANCELED BLOODY DRAMA CLASS!! DX

But no one cares about that so lets look at my to do list and stuff:

-~LepaHybrid and ~ShadowDemon101 b-day gifts (hope you two don't mind sharing)

-Techno-Organic Contest thingy (I've drawn the picture, just need to ink, colour and think of a bio)

-~PitchBlackRose b-day gift cause her b-day is in December. YAY!!

-Something Christmas-y cause everyone likes that holiday and stuff. (Bah Humbug!)

And that's it, at the moment. I also decided against the PMD comic series cause I'm to lazy to make one. I might do individual comics though so its all good!

Now if you excuse me, I have a complaint to make at my school

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...ME!!!

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*sigh* I've finally beaten Cynthia, Sinnoh's Pokemon Champion, so I'm very happy. Well I was until those '...' started showing up. CURSE THEM!!!

Anyway! Other things that have happened since last time I checked in are: School started again (NOO!!) I bought a Stalker Scorpinok (sp?) toy, and one of my dogs got a new hair cut and now looks COMPLETELY different! But still very cute! Oh, and I also got some Beast Wars DVD's! YAY!!

And yeah, that's it. Okay now for stuff I NEED to do:

1) ~kiananuva12's B-day gift. I'm sorry, it should be finished soon!

2) ArtTrade with ~LepaHybrid I've drawn the picture but I'm still working on the story! Sorry!

3) Halloween Story. I have absolutely NO idea what to do this year! Advice plz?

4) MORE birthday presents! Plus my own! Curse you November and December!

5) Christmas pictures. Might as well start them now instead of freaking out later, heh...

6) Whatever comes next!

Also I'm thinking of doing one of those PMD2 comics. Why? Because all the COOL KIDS are doing them! That's why! So what do you think? Should I jump on the bandwagon like everybody else or should I just forget about it and do something more constructive? Give me your thoughts!

ArtTrades: open/closed

Okay, a lot of stuff happened this week. Okay not a lot of stuff but humor me okay

I went to the Royal Adelaide Show with ~Yzzibell and other friends! Those of you who don't know what that is, well its a HUGE carnival sort of thing that has a ton of rides and farm stuff to look at. Every city in Australia has their own 'show' but Adelaide's is the best because I said so! But I didn't get to go on many of the really cool rides because my stomach is really weak. Which SUCKS because I really wanted to go on the Slingshot _{but that costs like 30 dollars. RIP!!} Outgoing personalities and weak stomachs do NOT mix! But it was fun so all is forgiven!~

Another thing that happened is that a tree fell down at our school when it was really windy. I wasn't their to witness it but I did hear that 3 people got stuck under it. This proves my point on how trees are EVIL!! DAMN YOU TREES!! WE TRUSTED YOU AND LOOK WHAT YOU DID!! YOU BETRAYED US ALL!! *cough* Erm, sorry about that, I got carried away, heh But seriously it was really bad. If any of you guys are religious you got pray for the people who got hurt by the tree, please

On a less serious note my Shiny Floatzel (which I nameed Maxine) laid an egg! (A Bibarral is the father!) Hopefully its a shiny Buizel and not a Bidoof. _{I love Bidoof but I don't want another one of them. Unless its shiny! SHIIIIINNNNYY!!!}

And the last thing that happened this week was that I finished watching Beast Wars Transformers, again... I just really like that show! The character development is awesome, yeessss

That's it! I'm done talking now! Stop wasting your lives reading my stuff! You can go home now!

Oh wait a sec, I still got this meme to do! Thanks ~ShadowDemon101!

001. Real name? Not tellin!~ You shall never know!
002. Nickname(s)? Okay if you really want to call me something here is a list of nicknames: Auto, Autogirl, AJ and Cow! Wait, I think that last ones an insult...
003. Zodiac sign? Western Zodiac: Scorpio. Chinese Zodiac: Rooster. THIS MEANS I'M SEXY!! WHOO!!
004. Male or female? *looks down* Boobs? Check! Guess I'm female
005. Elementary? Juinor Primary? I dunno!
006. Middle School? Christian School. Thats an oxymoron
007. High School? Christian School. Still an oxymoron...
008. Hair color? Brown! Like chocolate!
009. Long or short? Long, and I am NOT cutting it!
010. Loud or Quiet? Loud with friends but quiet when I'm in the presence of an authority figure.
011. Sweats or Jeans? I wear jeans more but sweats are more comfy
012. Phone or Camera? I have a phone with a built in camera.
013. Health freak? No way! I would DIE without oil infested death treats!
014. Drink or Smoke? Might drink when I'm older but I'll never, ever smoke!
015. Do you have a crush on someone? I hope not! Most of the guys at my school are pigs!
016. Eat or Drink? Wat? Both?
017. Piercings? My ears, nuthin else!
018. Tattoos? I might get one when I'm older, but I'd probably chicken out

HAVE YOU EVER?
019. Been in an airplane? Not recently.
020. Been in a relationship? Yes, IN MY HEAD!! Er, no...
021. Been in a car accident? No but for some reason I want too
022. Been in a fist fight? Er, yes, but not a lot of 'fists' were involved

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing? Ears, sometime last year, I think?
024. First best friend? AMY!! I don't remember her much now but I remember that we were best friends in kindergarten! I don't think she remembers me though
025. First award? Award? Whats that? Um, I don't remember?
026. First crush? Some boy I knew when I was little but I got over that quickly
028. First big vacation? I went to Figi! It was awesome, except for the part when I almost drowned 3 times

LASTS
029. Last person you talked to? My little sister. I asked her how to spell Figi 8D
030. Last person you texted? What is this texting you speak of?
031. Last person you watched a movie with? My friends, including ~Yzzibell YES I'M TALKING ABOUT YOU!!
032. Last food you ate? Sour Skittles _{Oh no! I'm turning into Roxanne! AHHH!!}
033. Last movie you watched? Disney Sleeping Beauty. THE DRESS SHOULD BE BLUE DAMNIT!! D<
034. Last song you listened to? I'm listening to the SAFM radio station at the moment. I have no idea what the song their playing is called. Sounds catchy though.
035. Last thing you bought? Um, the Skittles and Ghost Drops Showbags at the Royal Adelaide Show. The Transformers Showbags they had SUCKED!
036. Last person you hugged? My mummy

FAVES:
037. Food? At the moment, curry! I LOVE curry!
038. Drinks? Water! What its everywhere!
039. Clothing? Erm, red and black horizontally striped tops
040. Flower? I like lavender, I guess
042. Color? Red! And black too~
043. Movies? At the moment... Revenge of the Fallen even though it sucked a little bit.
044. Subjects? English.

IN 2008 I..... (But its 2009 )
045. did too many things to narrow it down? Yes!
046. celebrated Halloween? No! Aussie's don't do it for some reason
047. had your heart broken? No.
048. went over the minutes/texts on your cell phone? Didn't have a phone back then.
053. done something you've regretted? Probably.
054. broke a promise? Dunno.
055. hid a secret? Maybe.
056. pretended to be happy? Most likely.
057. met someone who changed your life? My life changes every day so yes.
058. pretended to be sick? I DON'T pretend to be sick! I just THINK I'm sick when I'm actually not
059. left the country? No.
060. tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it? No idea.
061. cried over the silliest thing? Heh, probably.
062. ran a mile? NEVAH!!
063. went to the beach with your best friend(s)? Nah.
064. got into an argument with your friends? Hope not.
065. hated someone? Does anyone truly hate anybody? YES!
066. stayed single the whole year? Dude! I've been single my whole LIFE!!

CURRENTLY:
067. Eating? Nothing.
068. Drinking? Wait a sec *gets up to get a drink of water and comes back* What was the question?
069. I'm about to? Watch TV and do some homework.
070. Listening to? SAFM of the radio.
071. Plans for today? Sleep, sleep and more sleep!
072. Waiting for? My show to start.

YOUR FUTURE:
073. Want kids? I kept telling myself I don't but sometimes I think about what my life would be like if I did.
074. Want to get married? Same answer as above.
075. Careers in mind? I would like to be an author but I wIL nEd 2 improvf mah RIting skilz!

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A BOY/GIRL?
076. Lips or eyes? Eyes. Its not like your gonna look into the lips. Their purpose is for kissing!
077. Shorter or taller? Either same height as me or taller.
078. Romantic or spontaneous? I would fall in love with someone whose spontaneous but he would have to romantic at times, so I could laugh at his face
079. Nice stomach or nice arms? I dunno! Arms so they can pick me up and that their nice to look at!
080. Sensitive or loud? Sensitive is nice, but not TOO sensitive! So a little loud.
081. Hook-up or relationship? Relationship because I've never hooked-up before.
082. Trouble-maker or hesitant? Trouble-maker but with a sense of right and wrong

HAVE YOU EVER:
083. Lost glasses/contacts? I lost my glasses case once. It had 110 dollars in it and I was very, very sad
084. Snuck out of your house? I've had no reason too.
085. Held a gun/knife for self defense? Never, my life is boring.
086. Killed somebody? I CONFESS!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO KILL HER! IT JUST HAPPENED! I WASN'T WATCHING WHERE I WAS GOING! I DIDN'T KNOW I WAS GONNA STEP ON HER!! I DIDN'T MEAN TO STEP ON THE ANT!!
087. Broken someone's heart? Pfft! Are you kidding me?!
088. Been arrested? Nope, I'm still boring!
089. Cried when someone died? Yes, yes I have...

Do you believe in?:
090. Yourself? I have terrible self-confidence, but at times I believe in myself.
091. Miracles? Yes, they happen everyday.
093. Heaven? Well we have to go somewhere! Besides Hell that is, heh
094. Santa Claus? The fat guy that sneaks into peoples houses? Of course!
095. Sex on the first date? Only if your in Vegas
096. Kiss on the first date? Dunno?

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? My cat Jasper who... WHO JUST RAN OUT THE DOOR!! GET BACK HERE YOU BLASTED CAT!!
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? No, sure I have good friends but I feel as if I haven't accomplished much in my life. Oh well, I'll get over it!
099. Do you believe in God? Yes, but I hate it when certain teachers shove Christianity down my throat! I'm a Christian already! Your making us look bad!
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 6 people: One: That isn't a question and two: I will not tag 6 people, I'll tag one! Congradulations You have been tagged for the first time! EVER!! Enjoy the meme!

Oh! One more thing happened this week! I had to chase my dogs around the park next to my house! Chasing black furred dogs in the middle of the night in a really dark park is NOT FUN!!! Just thought you'd like to know!

Man that was a mouthfull! Good night everybody!